Let It Go — Problematic

Maybe, I should really leave the house, and socialize
I've been distant since a little kid, and I do not know why
Lookin' back, quite frankly, I was traumatized
Makin' trips, to the food bank, barely gettin' by

I always had an issue, tryna tame my anger issues
Lock myself inside my room, and play the song that really hit you
I'm a basket case, such a bitter aftertaste
I just need another high, someone get me out this place

You find out quick, who the real ones are, when you're alone
Snakes will slither in the grass, you better cut the lawn
People come and go, but memories are sentimental
If you ain't tryna help me grow, then we are not official

Stayin' privately, please, nobody bother me
I just need some time, alone, to gather what's inside of me
Slowly, I am learnin', mergin' to a better person
They just like to judge, but they do not see what's beneath the surface

Quote-unquote, I'm the definition of a GOAT
Couldn't see my vision, with binoculars or telescopes
Keep on writin', 'til it is the realest shit, I wrote
And see my name, next to the greats, that's some epic growth

Take my hand, tonight, and I promise we gon'
Fight 'til the end, gonna be alright
Got my soldiers with me, always down to ride
Know I need a change, make a sacrifice
I don't wanna change, but I need it, right?

Let it go
Let it go
There's some shit, up in my head
I need to let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Hearin' voices, every night
I need to let it go

I should let it go, why am I so skeptical?
Every time I trust another person, not dependable
Flow impeccable, grade it, like it's medical
When I say I'm chillin', I mean colder than an icicle

Another conversation with myself, ain't nothin' new
Voices understand me, better than another human do
This is ludicrous, turnin' to a lunatic
Paint my face, like it's the Joker, label me a pessimist

Can give your all to someone, and they'll stab you in the back
Just 'cause we blood, don't mean we family, I'm just statin' facts
People love to judge, and always bring up, on your past
Even if you changed for the better, they ain't havin' that

You gotta know your worth, or they'll walk all over you
Everybody tryin' to fit in, but I got different shoes
It's a numbers game, ain't no friendly competition
You ain't eatin' at my table, if the vibe is missin'

On a road, by myself, and it's a lonely one
Got my demons, on my back, and a loaded gun
I'll be doin' what I love, until my time has come
Keep on climbin' up the mountain, expedition isn't done

Take my hand, tonight, and I promise we gon'
Fight 'til the end, gonna be alright
Got my soldiers with me, always down to ride
Know I need a change, make a sacrifice
I don't wanna change, but I need it, right?

Let it go
Let it go
There's some shit, up in my head
I need to let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Hearin' voices, every night
I need to let it go